不要消遣我，求你。

真的不想在这提起你，不想那么在意，人嘛。。。发生一次的事不会当一回事
就像第一次被人消遣，被一个自己认为会不同的朋友消遣
知道是怎样的消遣吗？那个答案如果再重复多一遍的话，恐怕我会崩溃
这不是喜欢。不是暗恋，是在意，是信任
到很久以后我才明白，我对你来说是那么渺小，小到你可以无视我的难过
你知道表演的事，知道我有多重视这次对自己的证明，可是你知道比赛被取消了吗？
后果呢？有关的人呢？也对，你和你的第一名和好了嘛。。怎么会记得我呢？
我太笨，笨到不知道自己居然被你消遣。还在等你的关心，哈，苯死了
没办法，不讨喜不是我的错
本来以为事情过去了，今天又因为长得不讨喜又被无视了，哈哈
是因为旁边太闪亮了吗？烂人就认命吧。。
如果可以选者的话，爸妈一定不会要我这种烂孩子
如果可以选者的话，朋友一定不会要我这种没用的人
没用到连我自己都瞧不起自己，没用到自己因为自己感到羞愧
所以我现在拥有的全部，就算是别人的施舍，我都很珍惜
算了
喜欢的话就消遣我吧，或者无视我也可以
烂人必须习惯难过，习惯被消遣，习惯被瞧不起
慢慢来，习惯了之后，你就什么都不怕了

where is the solution

yesterday you sap a lot to me
and you seem very stress and helpless
when you asked me about the solution
i am sorry to say to you
the way out you must find yourself
cz this will make you grow
to become a more mature ppl
and sorry to say that
the ppl you mentioned means a lot to me

LIKE A FOOL

Its ok to lose a chance
all of us just pretend nothing happens
perhaps i am waiting for a bigger stage
my effort is not for the performance
but is for someone
who brought up my dream and spirit
its ok
because i will keep going on until the day i give up
at least until the day i meet you
and goodbye to my fellow students,idza and kiren
forgive your teacher who left after 6 months
left is not a bad thing
and himnae to both of you
remember to practise more often

HIMNAE TO YOU,RUAN

Today ruan buang motor
so pity..hope she get well soon
10000000wishes to her
hope she can recover very very very soon
and congrate to er cc too
haha really well done le..
TLB ROCKS

never expired desire

last time i done for those looking down or totally forgotten me
i am always waiting for chances,i am also looking for people who provided chances
thinking of those ....day by day,it seems change
the reasons that i work hard,put in efforts,again and again
i not even knowing my limit,just keep on doing
it seems over a long time,i hope it will going on
now the reason add in one
its you,change me,encourage me,
if this june really doing well,i will give my honour to you
and one more person i wish to say thank you
thanks for giving me such a golden opportunity
i promise ,i will do my utmost, trust me

CHANGES

THIS JUNE
AFTER THE COMPETITION
CAN I BECOME A BETTER PERSON IN YOUR EYES?
WE WAIT AND SEE
THESE ARE MY EFFORT AND CHANGES

唯一，你不是

非常短暂的过年，因为多到溢出来的快乐，让你消失了，不在我的快乐中
对于该死的眷恋，愚蠢的回头，此刻应该完全抹去
岁月的冲洗，欢笑的流过，我明白自己根本不需要你了
从很久以前，你对我来说，真的什么都不是