131023

老是出现些自己都分不清的感觉 

要去闯 去经历 去和不同的人擦出各种火花 我现在想这样过我的大学生活

有时候很矛盾

想要停下来

又不想因为某个人耽误了自己向前冲的计划

好累啊 倦容

131012

＂我要结婚了。＂

不知道听的当下会是什么感觉

＂我替你开心。＂

很奇怪，很无奈

＂我会祝福你。＂

天大的谎言

新娘不是自己，祝福个屁

世事难料 人心难测

走到了这里 才发觉最初的单纯和不顾一切

原来那么珍贵

但都回不去了

就像当时，我还以为自己是幸福的。

无可否认，我的确很幸福过。

130926

I want to believe there's a good side of yours, I wish I'm inside your heart, the very core of your heart. I wish I'm different, I wish I'm the love of your life. 

I'm insane. Yet I feel sober. I miss you. Like crazy. I miss all the memories that we've shared. How I wish we would end up together. How about you? 

130923

There are certain types of people around us, they just aren't  born or designed to accounting. Simpan kira-Kira is not their destiny !

Yes I'm talking about myself. 

Sounds all cool didn't I ? Not really

Accounting. I can't help but think of him. Part of me shamelessly hoping that he's still by my side, teaching and guiding me, pointing out my mistakes, challenge me, mock me, and things that will never happen. Because the helplessness and unknowns are so familiar that hurts. I hate my soft side that always trigger the eagerness for him. But still, what's happened can't be undone. A hell lot of changes occur in everyone. In him. He's not coming back and I know it. Well, guys at here are different, kinda hard to understand. Definitely better. And I'm looking forward to every possibilities to be with the betters. 

Lastly, good night ! <3 

130922

Financial accounting 真的好难，根本就跟accounting不ngam从以前开始就这样了，tutorial 越来越难，朋友都不太会做，找不到人问的时候真的有很无助的感觉，希望有人会从天上掉下来然后走到自己前面说来教我。哎〜这里没人认识你，怎么会帮你勒？睬你都傻啦TT

TT欲哭无泪

130919

每逢佳节倍思亲，现在我懂了

中秋节，一个平时在家理都不理的节日，觉得提灯笼很幼稚玩蜡烛很懒，怎么现在眼眶湿了？

同病相怜的朋友一大堆，每个感叹着多想家多想回家，我却没从这种同病相怜里得到一些些的安慰。

脸书上一堆糊里糊涂的中秋祝语感言照片，中秋节快乐？快乐个屁

真想砸了手机

130914

Thanks for everything, seriously I'm so grateful right now. Thanks for everything that happened to me. DPP EON Yes! The day event , I guess I've found myself a concept. I like dancing, like to perform, everything just come true tonight, and it was not a dream. I still can recall vividly during the recognization to dance, obsession and totally smitten by dance moves. I remember the time I closed myself inside my room and keep dancing non-stop. I remember how hard I've been through to master the song Eat you up without any dance experience. I remember everything I did to practice, to learn,and feel contented even though there's no audience, just me. And tonight, finally there's them, UUM EON residents, they witnessed my hard work during these years. Perhaps this was something that meant to happen, our team get to perform the k pop and there's me and another k pop fan inside waiting to explode. Throw out everything that we've prepared in the last few years.

I've been waiting for years for my audience, and here they are, in UUM.

This is us. Group 12 group Teletubies !

My not-so-good-at-dancing and Crap-talking captain. Well, he's not bad, at least we're getting along very well during the event. And I got the BEST JUNiOR award. Hmmm actually I almost got the Miss EON award but its cool anyway. And lastly the Beats earphone-as-present 

thing totally surprised me! A busy day for me and I've never feel this kind of content since long time ago.