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从来都不会讨厌我的人
说了‘我很讨厌你！’
我们都变了
变得互相讨厌
互相伤害
互相无视
互相攻击互相计较
回不到最初
除了爱什么都没有的感觉
时间
让我们看清现实
从童话中苏醒
我只是还不适应
还眷恋着最初的
宠爱
现在被嫌烦被讨厌
以后会更糟吧
真的没有信心了
你不想听的话
比起讨厌
更觉得心寒
果然你看清了我
这才是真正的我
无理取闹
专制霸道
爱找吵架
爱欺负人
无视你的疼痛
这样的我
请你再说爱我
看清了再说
懂我再爱我
不然
我不值得爱

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Soaking myself for the whole day in watching drama
Best distraction to run away from any unnecessary emotions
At least for me
Mood swing is definitely bothering both of us
Also , a symptom of my madness
Imma going crazy of thinking about the time for us together are keep wasting
Time is ticking
The holiday is going to the end
Yet we still unaware of that
Yet we still choose to ignore that
You are so near yet so far
The choice i made was punishing me
The refuse-to-lie option i've made
I'm bearing the price now
Indeed can't able to meet you is a punishment for me,
both of us too
Yup i'm the one who cause these
Honestly the punishment is killing me.
More and more dramas and novels for me please
You're the one should complain
I know you won't
How shameful when i told you the reason of my choice
You've give up everything for me
How many faces you have to create
You choose me instead of your family
You choose to become a big liar
Thanks for your willingness
My one and only pig

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