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Again. Hacking your account and started all the fights.You know, this time was different, She was special to you i can tell.The way you treat her , better than a friend better than other girl.
Being polite or gentlemen or yada yada yada, i am not trying to accuse you cheated on me,the whole thing , the way you mention her , i know she's different. Maybe not a drop-dead gorgeous or a super hot chick ,
but compare to me, Miss Plain and So-so of course she's outstanding.
I got nothing you know, i feel vulnerable when thinking of her, i'll lose anytime, you re seeing her everydy at school, i dont know how to think. Our distance, i being inconsiderate and freaking annoying bitch girlfriend,
i dont know what you see in me, she make me realize how tiny am i,like never have such feeling before.
Last night was a long night to me , i know i was wrong at first place , but i cant stop imagine what will happen between both of you, i cant sleep i was so worried. I feel that you wish to get close to her, to know her more, you are happy she's sharing her secrets with you, and both of you will keep growing i dont know where, i didnt feel good at all, you guys are growing way too fast,she started to trust you even though she just know you for one day,she are capable of making people dont wish to leave the conversation first, i dont know how to feel, maybe i am jz a small part inside your big heart chamber,she got hers too, we both having our own place inside your heart. Dont say you are not interested in her even a little bit ! Dont say you dont want to know her ! Just admit she's special to you, the words you said to me before i saw you tell her, i dont want anymore, what's mine is mine, i m not sharing with anyone.Or maybe your heart is complicated full of many sides i dont know,i am lost, i dont know anything.