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No matter how much i wish,things are just different now. I feel bad for what i've did,i feel frustrated because i don't even understand myself and let emotions take control,like always,i feel angry too,i know i have no right to feel that but i still do.
How much time do i need to realize that you are not the same anymore, you are not care for me anymore even if i'm dead . Great , i don't know until where did you changed,after what happened today, when you are done swearing and yelling and throwing rude words towards me, i knew that,we will not be the same anymore.So this is the price i need to pay.