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I'm being totally emotional today. It's not like me at all. I don't wait, don't having expectations, don't keep checking phone,don't act a love sick puppy. Just currently, temporary, I told myself. Screw you jerk !

Changed

I've lost your trust. Afterall I was just some bitch to you. I thought you're ready, you'll always ready for me. But I'm the one being ridiculous and ungrateful. I had once, I held your trust, your confident,your almost everything. But I took things granted and totally wasn't aware. Things changed, people changed, everything happens for a reason. Your changes is part of my fault, mostly. It's not like a bad thing though, at least you've learnt how to protect yourself from getting hurt from a heartless bitch like me. I can't help myself. I deserve this.