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There're times in your life when you think you're so strong that you don't need anyone in your life and you're more than capable to take down everything by yourself. You start pushing people away and shutting down yourself from people who cares for you. And you never held a tinge of doubt that every human has loopholes. So suddenly in midnight you jerked up from bad dreams, all you got is pitch black,the familiar sensation of insecurities found their way into your vulnerable spot,those past which you've been tried your very best to bury came crawling back, images and people, they hunt you down and you've got nowhere to escape and hide. You never feel so naked in your entire life. Not even your pajamas can cover your scars. You wanted to get hold of somebody but you've got no one. You're all alone. And finally you realize you're anything but strong and you'd never be. 

But now you're not alone anymore. Not in midnight going through the suffocating flashback of your past all alone. There's someone you can always count on when you feel like hell. You're still timid but at least you've someone to hold on tight. Still thinking about how strong and independent are you? Don't go all optimist to life, it will always throw you a grenade the time you've put you guard down and least expected.